BLACKPORES!!!!!

You couldn`t possibly know how much I`ve hated you!!!!

YOU make me feels uncomfortable, very very UNCOMFORTABLE!!!

You make me lose confidence,

Getting uglier!!!!

YOU STUPID, USELESS BLACKPORES!!!!

YOU make me looks more like i`m putting on a STRAWBERRY than a NOSE when i sneeze!!!!!

HATE YOU HATE YOU HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MONEY$$

Is money THAT important to you?!

Yeah of course, to us, maybe it is, but totally not YOU!!

Why do you always have to talk about money stuffs when there is none of your business??

And why do you always have to sigh when you didn`t strike a 4D??

Why did you have to worry about money??

You have all you needed: a warm house that always welcoming you, lots of food, TV shows, pretty clothes.....

Why was THAT soooooooooo important to YOU??

If you strike the lottery alright,

What will you do with the money??

Spending it by travelling the world??

I DONT THINK SO.

Become a rich shopaholic??

NO WAY.

Buying lots of food you liked??

YOU NEVER DID.

So why you need so much money????????????

I really dont understand.

I can never understand you...

Durian FEAST!!!

Yay!! Durian season!!

Ha! I love durian, it`s fragrance, creamy flesh...

Oh yummy!!

And I had nothing but LOTS of durian for dinner...

Yeshh...

lolx

And now I felt my throat was sooooooooo freaking HOT!!

><" (sob* sob*)

But nevermind,

`Cause I get satisfied already.

lolx

Well, as for some of you that dislike durian,

You probably have hated its strong odour,

But actually,

As my uncle migrating BACK from Australia had said,

It smells like hell, but taste like heaven!

And it really does!!

lolx

So don`t miss the season!!

TAE-KWONDO

No doubt. I`m a Tae-kwondo member alright!

Though I don`t even know how to punch others on the face yet..><"
Lolx

It`s not that I don`t want to be a scout anymore,

is that my school`s scout troop is only open for boys!

Yeshhh...

Nevermind, I`ll tell u what happened yesterday afternoon..

I got up early than usual `cause we`ll have co-curiculum today and we have to go to school earlier.

After the 'Nilam' activity, we gone for our curiculum activities.

This week is supposed to be 'uniform society',(i guess that was what i`m trying to tell)lolx

So I went for my Tae-kwondo meeting at the Block G hall.

Well, I`m not prepared for any activity that might makes me soooooooooooooooooooooooo exhausted.

We were told to strech our legs apart and made a (sort of sitting without chair) pose in Cantonese we called it 'zat ma' for 10 minutes!!

Yesshhhhhhh...

At the first few minutes I already felt my muscle was in pain, a few more minutes later, the pain had gone, but my legs started trembling..

Trembling really hard..

I wondered if someone saw it `cause I felt it`s more like an earthquake already.

My muscles were shaking so hard. DAMN hard!

And I was wondering if my ass would bump onto the floor.

Fortunately I didn`t.

Yesssssshhhhhhhhhhh..

And I thought I might have a muscular cramp then..

Well, by now if I bent down a little I could still felt the pain inside.

Damn shit!

But nevermind,

my elder sister told me that if I do this more often I might not felt the pain anymore..

Well, that`s what she said...

But I won`t gave in so easily, NEVER!

OMG!! ><"

MY GRADES SUCK!!!

Yeah. I got poor grades for this exam. No joke.

Almost every subject were getting worse.

*_*

And the most terrible thing is,

ALL my language papers were within seventies..

*sigh*

Do my Malay, English, Chinese suck that badly?! I`ve no idea about it.

*_*

And one of my friend in the van asked me about my grades,

So I said, 'couldn`t be lousier, I got poor grades, real POOR grades for this exam.'

So she told me that she was okay.

Then she added,' I got improvement in most of the subject, only BI remained 71.'

As though I wasn`t humiliated enough..><

Some of them,

I mean my friends got improvement in their exam..

It`s like only my papers got worse..

*sigh again*


It`s not that I wanna to compare my grades with others, (and I hate to do that)


It`s I lose to myself..


I didn`t get better, but worse..


Most of them got improvement, (as I said)

But not me.

I so wanna to scream out loud,

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

' Way to go Nat!' cheered Jimmy as he patted me on the shoulder.

As I got runner- up in the 100 metre run within 7.58 seconds.

' Yeah, thanks.' that was all I could said. I couldn`t be happier, because I`ve broken my own record by 1.31 seconds.

But something bothered me more than this.

It was the girl sitting on the front row of the bleachers.

She was smiling at me. So I gave her my best smile after the exhausted run.

' Where are you going to celebrate huh?' asked Jimmy. I didn`t reply. As I was too busy glancing at the girl.

' So you`re in love huh, dear pal?' teased Jimmy. I blushed.

' Well, so who`s that girl? You know her?' asked Jimmy curiously.

' No. I don`t even know her name or her class.' I replied dryly.

' Why don`t you go and say 'hi' to her and introduce yourself?' suggested Jimmy.

' But wouldn`t it be weird if you say 'hi' to someone you don`t know?' I replied anxiously.

' All I know is if you don`t try the first step, you`ll never get to the top, now go!' he urged. And he pushed me towards the girl.

It was the school's Sports Day so all the students were given half an hour break after the game before the lessons started.

The girl stood up and walked towards the cafeteria.

' Hey, wait up!' I shouted as I raced to catch up with the girl.

' Erm...Hi, I`m Nathaniel Davenport, everyone call me Nat. So, what`s your name?' I asked.

' I`m Julie Cartwright.' she replied and held out a friendly hand.

We shook hands and I offered, 'may I help you with the books Julie?'

' Yes, please.' she replied politely.

' May I buy you a drink?' I asked as we reached the cafeteria.

' Well, an orange juice will be fine.' she said. 'Thank you.' she added.

I carried a glass of orange juice and walked towards our table.

' Didn`t you buy yourself a drink?' asked Julie.

' No. I`ll just be fine.' I replied.

' So, where do you stayed?' I asked curiously, wanted to know more about her.

' Well, my hometown`s at Boston and I stayed just near the school, at Street 9.' she said.
' What about you?' she asked.

' Near the school as well, just a few blocks away.' I said.

' So, what are your hobbies?' I asked again.

She didn`t even bother to reply when the bell rang.

' Here you go.' I said as I handed back the books to her. ' So, can we have lunch together tomorrow during recess time?' I asked.

' Sure.' she replied cheerfully. ' Well, I really have to go now before Mr. Fletcher get me caned.' she joked.